I Need This Space…

5 Aug

Hey cyberspace. I’m at a crossroads right now. On the outside looking in, trying to figure out where I belong. It’s time for something new, something different, but what? The last time I really wanted to shake things up I dyed my hair purple. LOL, that was tight. Especially when the colour turned electric blue. Don’t ask me how, I have no idea.

Anyway, water off ma back. I grew weary of putting so much effort into something that was dysfunctional. Like, crazy dysfunctional. Silly me, I thought things could only improve. I do miss the good times but life goes on and there’s already enough drama, thanks. Funny how something changes right before your eyes yet you don’t notice because it’s so subtle and gradual, eventually so oppressive you need space to just breathe.

Sitting cross-legged facing my laptop, my head in my hands, I mourn what is lost. But hey, it’s only temporary right? Yes indeed.

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